Why we exist, breathe, what's our plan.
I mean I know we have a purpose, but sometimes it feels like you just cannot want to wait to see what it is.
Sometimes you just wonder, what's going to happen next? Am I going to get good grades in school? Will I pass that next test? Am I going to say the right thing? Will I smile enough? Will someone be offended if I say this? You wonder about everything. All you can do is wonder about making mistakes, saying something that you regret, wondering if you'll ever not fail.
Wonder, wondering, wondered.
Maybe you have your dreams float by through you head, dreams that you can be all you ever wanted to be, all you ever wished you could be. But are those just dreams? Seeing myself as a photographer, enjoying the power of singing, drawing till my hearts content, painting as it drips down the page, smiling as I dance, dream about it all. Is this what I should do? Is this a want? a dream? a hope? Or is this what I'm suppose to do. I do often fear that maybe all it is is a dream, a hope that I could feel happy with whatever I do.
But aren't dreams suppose to come true? aren't you suppose to be happy with what you do? Can't my dreams be reality? Maybe God's plans for me are my dreams?
Dream, dreaming, dreamed.
All too often I find myself thinking, thinking beyond what I ever should. I think about almost everything, my mind can't help it. I think. My mind rotates in motion. I think about death, life, sex, dreams, hopes, chances, pain, hurt, sorrow, suffering, joy, peace, contentment...Love. You can guarantee there is always something on my mind. Always something to be thought about, something moving the wheels in my head. There's times where I think so much that I can't sleep. I think about sleeping, I think about dreaming while I'm sleeping. Yet I think so much I can't get to sleep.
I'm always always always thinking, you could ask me at any one time what I'm thinking about and I probably have at least 5 things on my mind...if not more,
Think, thinking, thoughts.
I've wondered about why I think, when I should be dreaming.
Dream. Live. Succeed. Breathe. Wonder. Believe. Smile. Think. and Love.
"We're not necessarily doubting that Gob will do the best for us: we are wondering how painful the best will turn out to be" ~ C.S Lewis
"There must be more to life than sitting wondering if there is more to life"
"Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there, wondering, fearing, doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before."
"Dreams are only thoughts you didn't have time to think about during the day."
"Dreams are free therapy, but you can only get appointments at night." ~ Grey Livingston
"A man who does not think for himself does not think at all." ~ Oscar Wilde
"Thinking is the greatest torture in the world for most people."
Go out and think, Go out and dream, Go out and wonder.
Wonder, Dream, Think.
This is life.
Wonder, wondering, wondered.
Maybe you have your dreams float by through you head, dreams that you can be all you ever wanted to be, all you ever wished you could be. But are those just dreams? Seeing myself as a photographer, enjoying the power of singing, drawing till my hearts content, painting as it drips down the page, smiling as I dance, dream about it all. Is this what I should do? Is this a want? a dream? a hope? Or is this what I'm suppose to do. I do often fear that maybe all it is is a dream, a hope that I could feel happy with whatever I do.
But aren't dreams suppose to come true? aren't you suppose to be happy with what you do? Can't my dreams be reality? Maybe God's plans for me are my dreams?
Dream, dreaming, dreamed.
All too often I find myself thinking, thinking beyond what I ever should. I think about almost everything, my mind can't help it. I think. My mind rotates in motion. I think about death, life, sex, dreams, hopes, chances, pain, hurt, sorrow, suffering, joy, peace, contentment...Love. You can guarantee there is always something on my mind. Always something to be thought about, something moving the wheels in my head. There's times where I think so much that I can't sleep. I think about sleeping, I think about dreaming while I'm sleeping. Yet I think so much I can't get to sleep.
I'm always always always thinking, you could ask me at any one time what I'm thinking about and I probably have at least 5 things on my mind...if not more,
Think, thinking, thoughts.
I've wondered about why I think, when I should be dreaming.
Dream. Live. Succeed. Breathe. Wonder. Believe. Smile. Think. and Love.
"We're not necessarily doubting that Gob will do the best for us: we are wondering how painful the best will turn out to be" ~ C.S Lewis
"There must be more to life than sitting wondering if there is more to life"
"Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there, wondering, fearing, doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before."
"Dreams are only thoughts you didn't have time to think about during the day."
"Dreams are free therapy, but you can only get appointments at night." ~ Grey Livingston
"A man who does not think for himself does not think at all." ~ Oscar Wilde
"Thinking is the greatest torture in the world for most people."
Go out and think, Go out and dream, Go out and wonder.
Wonder, Dream, Think.
This is life.
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